Restarting

It should be a moment here while i getting everything ready. Today was suppose to be the day, but its raining a lot in FLorida. Tomorrow? We will have to see

new month but late in the game....

2011..... I feel like that I didn't enjoy this year a lot.
It's late in the game of change
Still...... i'm going to change....
All in one day.......
My life change.......
I went to book.a.million today. I haven't been upset in awhile lately though it was a good change to go. I was going to go to the movies to watch dream house but, instead i bought a manga: it's been years since i bought a manga. I got a manga called Honey Hut. I love it so far.... I want to keep reading but it stops at volume 6 now. (American TIME) The main character is weird but i like her, she made me time about myself more. Through her I was able to change myself around. I was to be what i always wanted to be I want to be insprical to people. I want to touch people hearts again as well as them touch mines. I want to be different but the same. I will do it!!! It will take a lot time but I will do it. I going to get out of my bubble.

I really wanted someone to pop it for me but i already knew that the person is not going to do it. I already knew but i had a small hope for that day to come but i decided i'm going to try to reach his level but i need to start now. I know i can do believe in me as I do now..